There is a movie I was surprised I liked. Joe
verses the Volcano didn't do well at the box office. I mean who
wants to see a terminally ill guy sell his life by throwing himself
into a volcano? It was touted as a comedy, but the advertised
plot didn't strike me as funny.
Later, because
of a course I was taking through the mail, I ended up watching
the video. Joe, played by Tom Hanks, is diagnosed with "brain
fog". That had me hooked right there. I've experienced "brain
fog". Look at how long it's been since my last essay. I experience
"brain fog" every year. I get to a point in some project
or other and I stop. I feel as if I am thinking through molasses.
So Joe sells his
life to a Polynesian tribe and gets to live in the lap of luxury
for a certain amount of time. Then he has to throw himself in
the volcano to appease the gods. They are threatening to sink
the island, you see. Throughout the movie Joe is discovering himself
and his life, rediscovering his self worth. It all works out in
the end, with the help of Joe's luggage. You have to see the movie.
It's
the "brain fog" that bugs me now. I am deep in the throws
of creative doldrums. I can't seem to think for the fuzzy cotton
in my head. My metaphors are mucking up my brain cells. I have
"Brain Fog".
But then I remember
"Brain fog" is a fictitious malady. Even in the movie
the disease "brain fog" doesn't exist. It was made up
by a shady doctor in order to get a sacrifice for the volcano.
"Brain Fog"
is not a malady I can claim. [Obviously I knew that all along,
but then that would ruin the point of the essay.] The only real
culprit I can point to for the "brain fog" condition
is myself. This is the condition where writers and artists must
push on and preserver. The inspiration will return. Until then
the pencil must keep moving. The keypad must be worked. The research
must continue. Or else the skills may become rusty.
Time to turn on
the foghorns.
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